i gave up on everything i have ever known. i could careless really about anything and i am okay to say that. People have came in and out of my life and it doesn't bother me one bit. i changed who i was for the person that i am today and i wouldn't change a thing. i'm a little psychotic, maybe more then a little actually but there is nothing i can really do about that. i came across someone amazing in my life and we have been together for quite sometime now and i can honestly say that i can see myself marrying him. he is the only one i think about from sun up to sun down. i'm a different type of person really, and i'm perfectly fine with that.